Hey to all I know you haven't seen me for a few days, but I ran away from home....Nope not ppd just had to get away from the hubster unit. He has been really mean and hateful (even more so since the baby has been born) I know that we all have our share of mistakes but what he did and kept doing was uncalled for. I have been somewhere where I can and could heal from the big C (he wanted me to bounce up and do everything i was doing before the big C) and it has killed me. I am no stranger to doing it (motherhood) all by myself but I just couldn't keep going the way things were going between us. I personally wanted to let all of you all know that I'll be back on here as soon as I get settled. Have not decided wheter to go home and hope that it all stops or to go ahead and get my own place and let him keep that one (without my stuff) Personally I know this is going to sound weird but we got along better when he had his place and I had mine. It seems that since we have become one family under 1 roof it has been hell and heartache. Don't get me wrong I''m not trying to be the big bad bitch here I want to share joint custody with me as the primary I just think we cannot live together. Miss chatting with all you hags and I'll be popping on and off until i get settled in. Love ya'll lot's. and keep haggin!