About to go for a walk since the weather is so nice today.
About to go for a walk since the weather is so nice today.
Today you could be standing next to someone who is trying their best not to fall apart. So whatever you do today, do it with kindness.
Litter Box time.
Stay in Drugs. Eat your School. Don't do Vegetables.
Watching the Cats refilling the Litter Boxes.
Stay in Drugs. Eat your School. Don't do Vegetables.
Reigniting my Tumblr, riasramblings, and my blogs. I have 2, one crafty and the other DID and personal.
Miss E: What are you doing?
Me: Blogging.
Miss E: You're WHAT????
Me: Blogging. Restarting my blog to be exact. I do blog and know the lingo. I am SO on fleek.
Miss E: *rolls eyes*
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Watching older sister's dog while she spends tonight and tomorrow with her boyfriend.
Just finished my writing session. Haven't slept much since yesterday sometime. Fixing to crash and hope for sleep.
When Miss E tries to call me "Woman," I grab both of my boobs and say, "Yes... yes I am..." She rolls her eyes at me. I only do that at home though.
Right now I'm waking up still in shock. I came out to Hubs yesterday. He took it way better than I hoped. I was worried about causing a blow to his manhood because that can't be easy you know? He'd been seeing someone else and was worried about hurting me. So here we were, each worried about hurting the other.
This is what he said, "I knew all along. I was waiting for YOU to tell me. I never got a straight or bi vibe off you. It doesn't change the fact that you're a wonderful woman and I love you, I will always love you, you're the mother of my children. But I also love [name] now. You know, women who have been sexually abused as severely as you have go one of three ways. They turn nymphomaniac, they go celibate, or they turn gay. If you want we can go to the courthouse and make the divorce official and legal. And just keep things the way they are [with Miss E]."
My reasoning for not wanting a divorce, at least not right now, is I don't want to put Miss E in the middle of a custody battle. She's almost 16 and is still a minor. Schmoo is over 18 so there would be no custody battle over him. Yes she's old enough to tell the court what she wants but the judge can always ignore that and set his own ruling. She wants to live with me and have the freedom to see her dad wherever she wants, which I've granted. He'll always be my best guy friend and it will be MUCH easier later on if we can get together as a family and NOT fight. He is still the only living man on the planet who has my complete trust. Schmoo said to me once, "But Momma I'M a man and you can trust me too." But I still see him as my little boy, not a man, even though he's almost 21 years old.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
It's good to know there are still nice, compassionate people in the world, Ria.
I'm up taking a break from sleeping. Yesterday was glorious because I became an admin over here, which something I was afraid to even dream about. Sissy even bought me a Red Lobster dinner to celebrate. But I was so excited I couldn't sleep after being awake since the afternoon before. And so I decided to skip my writing session and wrote over 1k. Lol.
Just got through with breakfast, chatting off and on with a close ex who I am still very close friends with on FB (we may be on our way to getting back together and I hope so), and binge watching Hoarders. As I told the friend. My cat is looking at me with some disappointment about having to hear Hoarders for hours on end.
You robbed an international house of pancakes. How waffle-Harry T. Stone
Twitter: @rchamberlain87 Follow me if you want. Just play nice.
Only the good die young....
Hoarders makes me nervous. Lol. Just getting up and fixing to begin my writing session. 1k+ here I come.
Every time I watch Hoarders my house looks spic-and-span.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
I worked the weekend, so I’m off Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. Much needed! This morning I took an Epsom salt bath (also much needed!), and started some laundry. Now I am figuring out what exactly I’m making for dinner, and slowly cleaning up the area around the wood burner. We’re getting a new furnace tomorrow. We’ve been relying on the wood burner for almost a week and a half!
Missing my Pa every day. RIP Daddy ❤️♥️
“Get drunk and sing Elvira”
Just went through my hair to see if I still had lice (siblings were dealing with that as well). Fortunately, I do not have any lice and now I am planning on sorting laundry after supper.
Fiddlefarting with my book files.
About to start laundry. Got my Tumblr and blog both up and running again with new posts on both. As I'm coming out of the closet....I'm very seriously considering risking it all and doing it publicly. I don't want my mom to disown me though and I would hope that since my sister and I are all she has left she wouldn't but who knows.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Watching Karla Homolka and Paul Bernardo - Serial Killers documentary on YouTube.
Waiting for dinner.
Watching Dharma and Greg on Hulu, piddlefarting around on an LGBT forum I stumbled across, and talking to a girl who could very well become MY girl. *happy sigh*
On a side note, anyone else experiencing a "server is too busy" error over the last few days?
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Watching Wanda Sykes on YouTube and waiting on "girl who might be my girl" to get off work.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Writing session
Off work for the day, waiting on Wonder Twin to get off, too. We are watching Marvel Infinity Wars tonight.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Good Flick! Watch this, if you get a chance. It helps. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97OJjlpbuBc&t=10s
Stay in Drugs. Eat your School. Don't do Vegetables.
Right now? Bawling my brains out over Infinity War....
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Just finished my writing session and doing format editing while I wait for my direct deposit so I can pay me bills.
About to watch videos on YouTube.
Up since the butt crack of dawn because of a nightmare. Think slasher flick set in an amusement park. Yep. I can't go back to sleep.
Having a foul mood because I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Just closed the writing session and my my AW March challenge report. Now, I'm going to finish the supper I didn't eat while watching Little House on the Prairie. It's now free on Prime Video.
Hubs and I are working on the guest bathroom. I seriously can’t wait to be done with all the major remodel projects on the house. We built a sunroom (one of our favorite rooms of the house! It’s sooo awesome!!), we built a master bathroom from scratch, and a whole bunch of much needed maintenance. This house was a mess when we got it, definitely a diamond in the rough, but we’re slowly polishing it up!
Missing my Pa every day. RIP Daddy ❤️♥️
“Get drunk and sing Elvira”
Fixing to cook breakfast.
Relaxing, may find something on Netflix to watch. Cute haircut Ria!
Thanks! It makes me look gay, and that is the result I wanted.
Right now I'm recovering from a pretty intense therapy session. I'm giving myself an hour and then I need to make dinner. After dinner we can continue to decompress.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Cute haircut Ria, and good for you for coming out. Waiting on hubby to get home he is making dinner for me tonight I had a big break down yelling and screaming letting all the pain out that I have been holding in, and sobbing, think of the mom on Steel Magnolias having her break down at her daughter's gravesite and that was how I was last night, I am drained...emotionally and mentally, but I am going to get better and stronger, Cindy, one of these days I hope I can go back to writing I just haven't felt like it.
Taking a break from writing. Haven't really felt like it this week, but I forced myself and had fun doing it.
Just finished my weekly chores and have a fresh pitcher of citrus water infusing. Wonder Twin is coming over tomorrow for the last Marvel movie to catch me up. Which is good because after therapy this week I need cuddle time with her badly.
"Tequila may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot."
"I just go here!"
"I am not psychic. I AM psychotic. BIG difference."
Designing a new plot chart for the crime novel.
Debra is watching the HGTV channel, so the internet is the only sane choice I have.
Stay in Drugs. Eat your School. Don't do Vegetables.