I am one of the confused..
I had a NDE. I died twice. Once in an ambulance, and again when I got to the hospital. All of the doctors that treated me said I should not be alive. I dont remember shit from those experiences. I didnt see a light, I didnt see God, or anyone like that.. Nothing. When I was dying, but still aware, I saw my dead Grandfather. He told me I would be ok, and it wasnt time for me to go with him. I have no clue if that was just my brain, (I had lost my grandfather about 4 months before) or if it was real. I like to believe it was real. Hearing him tell me I was going to be fine, made me believe no matter how bad it got, i was going to be ok. So when everyone was around my hospital bed when I woke up the next morning, crying and saying their good byes to me, I couldnt figure out why everyone was so sad. I couldnt talk, i had that dam tube down my throat, so I just squeezed everyones hand really hard. You know thats what they do in the movies...
I believe in a Greater Power. I have been shown many miracles, not just in my case. I believe there is something out there..guiding us. Im not religious at all, and have a strong opinion on the churches, ect... But i do think there is something out there, whether you call him/her God, Goddess, Universe, Higher Power, whatever.